In an Expression of the Inexpressible

Anything that loose would cancel itself anything that loose would
fall off my bed I know that ... but I couldn't change it.
I made up my mind and changed my mind made up my mind and change it
absence is good empty is reassuring absence presence submit to nothing
I've made up my mind and changed my mind I've made up my mind and
changed it absence is good empty is reassuring positive negative
submit to nothing in an expression of the inexpressible
I'm deceitful I'm dreadful I'm lazy I'm vain and vile our rendevous was
run down