Waves of Visual Decay

To understand the purpose
I'm embarked upon this life
A constant brief of flashes
Maybe this time I will get it rightThe future sees the past
If I fail to conceive
The time has arrived
For killing the past and come back to lifeCome back to lifeI need to see
Before I can believe what I have seen
It's dark and I am cold
All these memories still remainsA sense of fear, am I cynical
Have I failed to conceive
Seeing brief moments in life
Time to erase the past and come back to lifeCome back to lifeRound and round I'm turning
In a circle containing myself
Round and round I'm turning
In a circle containing myselfAll my cases of improvement
Disappeared without a warning
All my cases of improvement
Disappeared without a warningIf my heart could do the thinking
So my head could relax for a moment
And cope with the feelingsSo many words
So fragile minded
My life breaking apart
In so many different stagesWith the questions comes the dark
And the voices I hear reflects
When I'm lying all alone in the nightIn the shadow cast
Trying to hide the fear
In the shadow castMaking the images blur
When this strange wave drags me into decay
Dreams shattered as I am drifting awayIn the shadow cast
Trying to hide the fear
In the shadow castDo you feel the presence
Of this unknown force
Do you feel the waves
That drag you into decayIt's my time to feel the pain
Hoping someone will salvage me
From this wreckage of a mind
The stage is set
Back from when I was a young boyRound and round I'm turning
In a circle containing myself
Round and round I'm turning
In a circle containing myselfAll my cases of improvement
Disappeared without a warning
All my cases of improvement
Disappeared without a warning
WarningMaybe this time, I will get it right
Maybe this time, I will get it right