Apology in Advance

I apologize in advance 
  For the jigsaw's missing teeth 
  For the animals in their holes, at least 

  There is argument in your eyes 
  So I'm loosening all my ties 
  The ones that you have come to despise 

  Throw the heat off 
  Bite me when I eat off 
  Someone else's plate 

  It is now I should attempt 
  Perhaps to think and wait 
  Result to contemplate a fate 
  That's waited this long for me 
  And the night's too bright 
  To hide from sight 
  So I better get things right 

  I keep searching, turning on, equally frustrated 
  Hopelessness and sickness always, kick you up a storm 
  A disabled vet, well, I'm not there yet 

  Been around the block, I even threw up one street over 
  Absorbed in the holding cell, all blemishes exposed 
  With the plastic hand of man I can 

  Stepping up, I go limp at the sound of women laughing 
  Leaving me to speculate the odds of one last chance 
  To apologize in advance 

  I apologize in advance