Me Vs. The World

Sometimes I try not to hate myself 
For everything I never said 
When you were here 
And so I'm burning up photographs 
Of what was a perfect past 
'Cause I'm still here 
But I'm barely holding on 

Where did I go wrong 
Choking on the difference 
Between me and the world 
And ever since you've been gone 
I've been torn apart 
I know that you can't hear me but 
I'm still hurt 
And I wish you were here 

It's so hard that I try to bury it 
Pretend that you didn't exist 
So I can be strong 
But I feel sick 
And I feel diseased 
'Cause everyone abandons me 
And I can't move along 
'Cause I'm barely holding on 

Where did I go wrong 
Choking on the difference 
Between me and the world 
And ever since you've been gone 
I've been torn apart 
I know that you can't hear me but 
I'm still hurt 
And I wish you were here 

I can not pretend you didn't exist 
Misery is just a state of mind 
Hiding from the world's no way to live 
So I'll convince myself that I'll be fine 
I'll be fine 
But since I lost you I'm barely holding on 

Where did I go wrong 
Choking on the difference between 
Me and the world 
And ever since you've been gone 
I've been torn apart 
I know that you can't hear me but 
I'm still hurt 

So I look up to the stars 
And wonder out loud 
Why everything I had in life 
Has fallen from my arms 
Can you even hear this song? 
I'm screaming at the clouds 
Screaming to a galaxy 
That never cared at all 
That I need you here