Greener Grass

Im not harmonic

I cant reach self-esteem

Thats quite ironic

Coz I thought Id be living my dream

I dont feel supersonic

I dont drive in the lane of whipped cream

Im more like a chronic

Ignorantly swimming upstream

What can I do to be happy? 

I have problems to decide

When it looks to me the grass is greener

On the other side

How do I live for the moment

When I always wanna be else where? 

How do I reach fullfilment

When Im crashed and got parts to repair? 

Why is my only amusement

Giving other people my despair? 

Why do I give jealous judgement

On anothers affair? 

I wanna get satisfaction just like

The stones and manu chao

Gotta ignore all rejection

I gotta keep trying anyhow

I wanna be close to the action

I wann live my life now

For htis correction I need direction

Gotta find it within myself somehow

So maybe one day Ill be happy? !

But until then I have to realize

That the grass is not always greener

Its only up to me to recognize

That the grass is not always greener

Its in your head it might look grenner

Coz the grass will never be greener

On the other side