Bad Idea

I'd like to tell you all my bad ideas 
  I hang them with the good 
  To dilute the awful truth 
  I've been asleep for nearly 15 years 
  All the dreams I've ever had 
  Out weighs the life I'm not yet living 
  I've felt along the walls of here and there 
  But nothing ever seemed quite right 
  So I kissed off into the night 
  Their was a thought 
  Their was a bleeding thread 
  But nothing ever last that long 
  Within the confines of my head 

  I'm here to tell you I'm not okay and all those things I can never say out 
  Loud 
  I wanna tell you their was never anyone I believed in more than you 
  I wanna know if their was anyone you ever believed in more than me 

  I'l terrorize the seas of way back when 
  This little heart of mine has drunk 
  It's weight in blood red wine 
  A little lost a little out of time 
  But as the years begin to creep 
  I have to hope that I'l be fine 

  I'm here to tell you I'm not okay and all those things I can never say out 
  Loud 
  I wanna tell you their was never anyone I believed in more than you 
  I wanna know if their was anyone you ever believed in more than me 

  I'm here to tell you I'm not okay and all those things I can never say out 
  Loud 
  I'm here to tell you I'm not okay and all those other things 

  I'd like to tell you all my bad ideas 
  I like to hang them with the good 
  To dilute the awful truth 

  I wanna tell you their was never anyone I believed in more than you 
  I wanna know if their was anyone you ever believed in more than me 
  I wanna tell you their was never anyone I believed in more than you 
  I wanna know if their was anyone you ever believed in more than me