The Great Anonymous Doom

I've waited for this night in shame
 They say, it's the grace
 of the great anonymous doom
 Don't help me, I'm not falling yet
 For woe, I won't forego
 the moment of great anonymous doom

 Still awake, it may take all day
 So silent and slow, like infinite flow
 The fuel of great anonymous doom

 Not for me a wish
 For hope or for mirth
 I long to be tied in a coil of rebirth
 Absent and pale
 In black-eyed night
 I'd hate to be wrapped in a veil of delight

 Once I leave
 In graceful flames, I long to be burned
 Once all leave
 Once when I leave, I never return

 In a dream that flies over the darkest lullabies
 This was my fate, a wish to sedate
 in presence of great anonymous doom
 My wish, was to be just like this
 A dark distant shade that lingers, delays
 in coming of great anonymous doom