Kill Me Quickly

can we 
can we kill each other quickly 
quick enough so i won't feel it 
a shot of strobe light anesthia 
we’ll all be fine 
as I’m beginning to feel cold 
my hands are shaking from fear 
white from clutching my pride 
red from cutting you 
and blue from telling lies 
'cause i’m sick of the stabbing 
i’m sick of the breaking 
i’m sick of the bleeding until we fall down 
sick of this circle of death that we dance through 
again and again, just lay me in the ground 
let's fall asleep together 
hold me darling 'cause I’m scared 
and I can't do this alone 
but i need 
your heartbeat 
to haunt me
your cold lips to breathe 
a promise that, tomorrow 
we'll wake up somewhere new