I Wave

holding myself down beneath the snow

dying in cold down beneath the snow

laying in white and oppressed by white 



I wave goodbye

trying to find what is left of me

tapping your boots right above my head



just leave



the eggs have cracked upon the stairs

they have become more than I can stand

hiding in shame

for the last time

black ray of light



and the cloud has come to pick me up

but I won't go

this frozen mud is where I want to stay 

and will

hey hoot hey hoot



I wave goodbye



just leave



holding my breath down beneath the ice

wishing for death down beneath the ice

laying in white and oppressed by white