Scin

My timeline is a wire wrapped tight around my neck 
  Slowing apathy swells, give in to disconnect 
  Unworldly transmission fed to relive the shame 
  I don't want a trial, I'll take all the blame 
  A stone stolid council Speaks dogmatically 
  Bullets and antidotes divided evenly 
  A chilling consciousness wakes me from the trance 
  It redefines my mind I'll never have a chance 

  Nothing, giving, unworthy offering 
  Losing, feeling like a bird with clipped wings 
  Sinking feeling, pushing down on me 
  Swimming, drowning, neurotoxic red sea 

  The blow shatters my remission 
  Fracture patterns show through the skin 
  Please understand this was not the plan 
  No, I gotta know 
  Does it matter where my heart has been 
  Fracture patterns show through my skin 
  Please understand this was not my plan 
  No, I gotta go 

  Weightless restraint floating away, evaporating 
  The impulse grows in clouds below, cascading 
  Dripping whisper, falling faster, raining